*Note, this is how thoughts process in my head do not want to read, stop now*
I did have how I was going to type this all planned out in my head. But as soon as I started to write this post my mind went blank.
So i'll do it as it comes.
I know this girl, and she beautiful, visualy and emotionaly. But she never goes a day without putting herself down in many ways 
. She never lets herself be happy, when I talk to her I can see her starting to cheer up and then she just, dno, shuts down again and goes quite. She wont accept any compliments from anyone, even me, and constantly says she is to fat (when she weighs less then me and im 6ft)
It could bother me because I am used to being able to cheer anyone up, I just have a way of doing that. I've always helped her with her problems as well and she seems to like me doing so, and every now and then I see that hint of happiness coming through..and just hope it will stay but it never does . Makes me sad..
Anywho im out time to get a near-midnight snack before bed.
